A Self-Care and Art Nouveau Inspired Mission Badge

When coming up with what I wanted as my mission badge, I had a few ideas of what I wanted my mission to be. Most of them involve the act of self-care in some fashion, but they do focus on different aspects of what it means to practice self-care; and because of that, I thought that my mission would be the idea of encompassing a multitude of different things. Since I cannot decide on just one thing, why not try and embrace a few things at a steady pace?

I thought that the best way to express this was to create a mission badge that would use the language of flowers to represent the side-quests—aka, the different things that I want to represent as what I want for my future. One of my drawings that I had done was of someone whose head was surrounded by a blooming lotus. Then I had the idea to use the flowers in a flower crown, which was something that I liked better.

Now, my idea is to create a badge that takes inspiration from the artist Alphonse Mucha, a Czech artist who created art during the art nouveau movement. Of course, I don’t think I would be creating the badge with as much detail as Alphonse Mucha put in his own art pieces, but I am going to try and utilize the usage of flowers and framing to create the overall essence of the badge.

A Side Quest

When I first started my college career, my intention was to go into this learning about new ways of extending whatever artistic skills that I possessed, and possibly learn something new about myself that could help with that. I wanted to expand on how to draw people, and how to create things from my imagination. I wanted—and still want—to be able to tell a story that people can enjoy, no matter what form of media that comes in.

While I have been progressing in skills—and learning new ones while at it—I sort of lost the capability to create for myself; in turn, that meant that I lost the capability to create a story that I could be proud of. When I was in high school, and a lot younger, I would write to myself a lot. A lot of those writings have since been deleted, and anything that I produce currently only last about…maybe a paragraph or two, or if I’m lucky, they last multiple smaller paragraphs when inspiration hits for longer than just a few minutes. I have slowly been trying to get myself back in the groove of things, though I know that this is a long process that can’t be fixed overnight (though I wish that was the case for most things).

This all came to a burst during the middle of my spring quarter of 2024. My motivation was at an all time low, I felt like I wasn’t able to do anything to get through it, and I was struggling really bad at even starting things, let alone finishing the things I was in the middle of doing. I ended up conversing about my professor about this, asking to meet outside of class time to discuss and ask about what to do.

To put it in an embarrassing way, I was asking my professor for motivation to continue trying.

For a good half an hour, it was a back and forth between her asking me questions, and me answering them as I tried not to cry too much (I had broken down almost immediately at the beginning of the call. I also failed at trying to suppress my crying). It was almost cathartic, though I sometimes look back on it with a little bit of shame for breaking down on her like that.

It wasn’t until we got onto the topic of creating and what I enjoyed doing that she was able to come up with an idea to get me back on a creative streak.

As creatives in the work field, we rarely get the chance to create for ourselves, or to have a chance to create things in the way that we love (unless we are able to find a job that allows us to be selfish). In order to give me that leeway to continue doing work for class, as well as be able to be expressive and hone into this passion of mine for storytelling, I was given a side quest.

Why not tell the story of The Hero’s Journey? Create something that allows me to use my passion for storytelling to give people something to interact with in a way that inspires others to follow their own passion and dreams?

That conversation birthed the storybook: an engagement object that I created in Second Life. A thing that would hold the story that is found within the Hero’s Journey. Something that people can interact and read through as they go along.

This is definitely a project that will progress past this class, but it is definitely one that I will be excited to continue as I continue my college career.

The Impact of “Watchmen” and Other Superhero Society Stories

I say this light-heartedly, but the better half of this blog post talks about My Hero Academia, which is something that I have mentioned once in a blog post before. Understandably so, I can get repetitive with mentioning this series as it has taken up my all-time favorite stories slot—plus, it is a topic I am always wanting to talk about—so if that is a section that you may not want to read, then please feel free to skip over the rest of the post, starting with the paragraph that starts with, “In lieu of…”


“Watchmen”, written by Alan Moore and illustrated by Dave Gibbson, was a graphic novel that helped pave the way for future comics and their storytelling in a way that wouldn’t be appreciated by mainstream before.

In its own uniqueness, “Watchmen” changed how comic books were formatted for future comic book creating. “Watchmen” uses a color palette that brings together an entirely different vibe to the comic that can be sensed without even having to read what happens within it. Compared to other comics, “Watchmen”’ uses secondary colors as its primary palette, which gives the sense that something within the comic is off-putting—that something feels wrong about it (“wrong”, meaning that this is not going to be your typical superhero society setting). That is one of the many intricacies found within the comic that makes Watchmen so different from the others. Watchmen also pioneered the usage of Comic Sans—the font that everyone seems to hate, yet remains a staple in comic book formatting.

The storytelling that takes place in “Watchmen” is very captivating in its own right, using an unusual setting for a superhero society, as well as writing angsty and gut-wrenching scenes and themes that could be triggering to some people if not warned about beforehand; which, despite the mindset that it lives in, is an excellent way of getting people to become immersed in such a story despite its grueling themes. This is a brilliant way of not only captivating an audience, but it also shows that new ideas and inventions can inspire others to explore such topics in the safety of a story, and create something akin to it—this story has either sparked ideas, or influenced others, into creating stories that step outside the boundaries of what is socially acceptable in mainstream media.

I am someone who does not consume much media that makes it hard to do a little bit of escapism, but reading “Watchmen” has been a wonderful experience, and I am glad that I was given this opportunity to read such a novel in a medium that makes it enjoyable to read in.

In lieu of graphic novels and comic books, and inspiration, one series that inspires me—and, if you know me, has continued to inspire me for many years and ongoing (and seems to be the only thing I want to talk about…I apologize)—is My Hero Academia, a manga written and illustrated by Kohei Horikoshi. Coincidentally, this is also a story that rests within superhuman society. However, compared to “Watchmen”, My Hero contains a different premise and theme throughout the story that differs from it. In a superhuman society, where comic book and graphic novel heroes are a reality, as well as their rivaling supervillains, almost everyone is born with a superpower ability—only 20% of the population are quirkless, as opposed to those who have a quirk.

The protagonist of the story, Izuku Midoriya, is a boy born quirkless. Despite being outcasted for being quirkless, he proves to his number 1 hero, All Might, that he, too, can become a hero, despite being born without a quirk; after being the only one out of a crowd of civilians and heroes to rush out and save his childhood friend from being attacked by a villain, he is gifted a quirk, and promised to be trained under the number 1 hero to become the world’s greatest hero—to become a hero and save the world with a smile on his face, just as his idol has for many years.

The themes of hope, and humanizing those who have been wronged, are prevalent in this story, as well as learning to lean on others for support, even if that means that they could struggle in the process. Amongst that, we also see themes of learning to understand, lessons of atonement versus forgiveness, lessons of not giving up during a disturbing and hopeless time—a core theme of reaching out to others, which is the core theme that surrounds Izuku, and his childhood friend, Katsuki Bakugou.

I’ve become attached to this story not only because of the characters and the story building that comes with it, but because of everything else that I’ve talked about in this series. It’s a phenomenal story, and it has this depth that often gets overlooked by those who don’t read it, or have only heard hearsay about it. This is something I wish to recommend to those who might even be a little bit interested in superhero type stories, though I don’t believe that one shouldn’t go into this thinking that it’s going to be a typical action superhero series. It’s worth taking one’s time to read it, and to digest everything, and to remember little tidbits that might be mentioned in passing, and to not judge the characters upon first introduction (and, possibly, find posts that help break down translations and hidden meanings within the Japanese text that get localized…things can get lost in translations).

Animation Inspiration

I grew up watching a lot of animation, and to this day, I still watch animation (though I don’t really watch many shows anymore…only if something really catches my eyes, and if I decide in the moment to start it and commit to it). I’ve been able to collect a couple of pieces of media that I enjoy lots and have captivated me and inspired me to be artistic, and creative, and to enhance my imagination even further.

As it stands, my favorite Japanese series is My Hero Academia, which has an anime adaptation of the manga, and that is definitely a piece of media that has inspired me to start creating again for myself (I don’t have much motivation or time anymore to create things outside of college anymore, but every time I consume something from this series, I feel myself getting inspired). The author, Kōhei Horikoshi, is a fantastic artist (and overworked, if I may be honest), and he creates such captivating panels and knows how to tell such an amazing story. I hold this series close to my heart, and it’s one that I won’t ever get tired of talking about.

As far as animation that have inspired me to pursue art a bit more…I would have to go with Arcane. The animation is absolutely gorgeous—the way it mixes 2D and 3D animation to create something spectacular blows me away. The writing is outstanding as well. But something that has captivated me so much about the show is how they design their characters. I aspire to be able to create characters like Arcane, and to be able to customize them in any way that I want to. Of course, my skill is not to their standard, and I am going to need a lot of time before I can create a standing character pose that doesn’t make them feel stiff; but character design, and character concept design is something that I want to try and do, even if it’s just a hobby that I do during my free time.

A warning to those who want to watch Arcane: this show contains lots of flashing lights, blood and violence, and other various things that happens throughout the show. I recommend going through the Does the Dog Die website, which gives a list of content warnings for users to list whether or not that specific thing is mentioned or happens in the show, and to give context for each episode. It will contain spoilers for some posts, but if someone has some triggers that they want to avoid, then I recommend this website for anyone who wants to look through it.